I have sourdough starter getting.. started. In the cupboard. Or well getting continued, my awesome baking friend already started it. I can bake bread tomorrow! This is making me so happy.

I am so exhausted. I don't want to study, or work, or work out, or leave the house or sing or do laundry or see people I just want to .. stop. The book I am reading now has people who are "stoned" - just.. stopped for a while. They live one day a week and get paused for 6, kind of sabbath in reversed. I could go for that. Okay no I couldn't, shades of creepy somec hot sleep from the worthing saga. But anyway. Maybe a little micro-retirement, get a hammock (could you somehow cross a hammock and a waterbed? a swaying, drowsy waterbed? yes, yes, yes!) import a palm tree and some sunshine--

do you know, it is snowing here? this is the first snow of the year. how odd. snow is fun, but I find it kind of depressing since I am SO looking forward to sun, light, summer, hot, &c. &c. oh well.

I made monkey pops today. SUPER EXCELLENT. where is the website... whee!

la la exhausted sleep now. ung.